Monday, January 25, 2010,7:01 AM
where have all the flowers gone...??
it was the weekend that was spoilt by uncertainty at work, whilst finding how annoying one can be...today, we had a brain~storming session which blasted off our differences, all for the cause of goodwill, with no personal offence at all...keeping fingers crossed that things will be okay.
it was also a weekend, where a good acquaintance had big row with her spouse, believing that he had been cheating on her... she is one person that is ever so bubbly & it breaks my heart to see her falling into pieces. she wanted to run away from home, but how frightening it is for her children ??
i offered her shelter but she was too embarrassed..how can i help her?? probably soul~searching will be good for both..however it is easier said than done. somehow, with blessing in disguise, i really don't mind to be widowed than struggling through the heartache.
January 2010 is leaving us so quickly, what have we accomplish?
Saturday, January 16, 2010,4:46 AM
dare to be different
 do you like lady gaga?? i envy her integrity, strength & boldness to dare to be different. she has sacrifice a major part of life to be a superb entertainer. for just more than a year, the sensual diva has gone from virtual unknown to a superstar, who has sold more than 8 millions copies of her initial albums.
gaga a.k.a stefani germanotta, is filling a gaping hole in the pop scene since she can sing, write & produce catchy provocative songs. but what stand out most about gaga is her ability to entertain. this gal has the ability to captivate via music and continue to glam the popstar attitude.. in short for a person like me, she made me feels a decade much younger in spirit & attitude...bravo!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010,5:42 AM
in search for a vision of hope
the first week of the new year has passed;
first, school has re open, farrah seems to be all so excited to get back to meet her gang after the months' break. she had her uniform neatly iron, hung up on the shelf two days before..as her part of her resolution, she wanted to be tidy.,help us around with the household chores. however, she being still a kiddo..its just a week past..OMG just peek into her room,its here,there & everywhere. school time-table stretch as late as 1430hrs, and i am really worried for her going back on her own...somehow no matter how the people that i love has grown, to me they will always be a child worth caring for...i shall never stop worrying!! (gosh!)
second, i had a row with a close friend before the new year, it was like a debate without an end, after a while i felt the silence which was so disturbing. i was the sun & there was the rainbow..conflicting..somehow, i thought WT*, life is short and i hate being this way, amidst the thunderous conversation, glad we are talking now.. :)
third, work has double~up, it will be a busy traveling schedule ahead, with the launching & all the publicity. this is my second month getting back to a full time employment. i felt the toll. however, if this meant for me, GOD, please grant me the strength to persevere. bless all my sacrifices please.
to my love ones, standby me always..<3
Monday, January 4, 2010,4:38 AM
to each his own
along my way, i have encountered with some people whom had left me with awful nightmares regretfully.
truly as once specified in the writings of my month of birth, i am a person that would give the best i can..am the sort that really cares (too much) for the people i got acquainted with. somehow, as we are only human, we are bound to forget the trust instilled between us. we tend to take each other for granted. being betrayed, slandered was part of the price that i had to pay for being so trusting & hoping..it can be so confusing. life goes on as it should but memories lingers..
however, as we move on through the bitter experiences, it will only make us a much better person eventually..
Sunday, January 3, 2010,7:17 AM
goodbye 2009..hello 2010
it is the time of the year,where we welcome the new year with new resolutions, in trying to fulfill our hopes, our dreams to whichever direction it may be. i have come thru a very long journey to be where i am today. the major part of the change in my life happens as from march 2008. i gambled with a decision of which i knew i will never turn back, for the sake of my kids, myself as to heal the grief inside us individually. As i knew recently from my children, grief means the missing block to complete the picture of a perfect family..(al-fatiha abarp). in life, we all endure the pain, anxieties that breaks the heart into pieces. time heals the broken heart, so it seems..however struggling through life, like a friend once told ,some days are diamonds..some days are stones...guess i have gathered more stones than diamonds. however, thanking ALLAH for all HIS blessings, closing of 2009, brings joy of my acceptance to a full time employment, which grants me further security in financing & health care for my love ones. last but not least, most wonderful of all, my sacrifices has been compensated with good pmr results from farrah, my youngest girl. here forward, in 2010 i pray to be given the strength to overcome every predicament, grant me the happiness that i deserve, make me a better forgiving person always..GODS' willing
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Monday, January 25, 2010,7:01 AM
where have all the flowers gone...??
it was the weekend that was spoilt by uncertainty at work, whilst finding how annoying one can be...today, we had a brain~storming session which blasted off our differences, all for the cause of goodwill, with no personal offence at all...keeping fingers crossed that things will be okay.
it was also a weekend, where a good acquaintance had big row with her spouse, believing that he had been cheating on her... she is one person that is ever so bubbly & it breaks my heart to see her falling into pieces. she wanted to run away from home, but how frightening it is for her children ??
i offered her shelter but she was too embarrassed..how can i help her?? probably soul~searching will be good for both..however it is easier said than done. somehow, with blessing in disguise, i really don't mind to be widowed than struggling through the heartache.
January 2010 is leaving us so quickly, what have we accomplish?
Saturday, January 16, 2010,4:46 AM
dare to be different
do you like lady gaga?? i envy her integrity, strength & boldness to dare to be different. she has sacrifice a major part of life to be a superb entertainer. for just more than a year, the sensual diva has gone from virtual unknown to a superstar, who has sold more than 8 millions copies of her initial albums.
gaga a.k.a stefani germanotta, is filling a gaping hole in the pop scene since she can sing, write & produce catchy provocative songs. but what stand out most about gaga is her ability to entertain. this gal has the ability to captivate via music and continue to glam the popstar attitude.. in short for a person like me, she made me feels a decade much younger in spirit & attitude...bravo!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010,5:42 AM
in search for a vision of hope
the first week of the new year has passed;
first, school has re open, farrah seems to be all so excited to get back to meet her gang after the months' break. she had her uniform neatly iron, hung up on the shelf two days before..as her part of her resolution, she wanted to be tidy.,help us around with the household chores. however, she being still a kiddo..its just a week past..OMG just peek into her room,its here,there & everywhere. school time-table stretch as late as 1430hrs, and i am really worried for her going back on her own...somehow no matter how the people that i love has grown, to me they will always be a child worth caring for...i shall never stop worrying!! (gosh!)
second, i had a row with a close friend before the new year, it was like a debate without an end, after a while i felt the silence which was so disturbing. i was the sun & there was the rainbow..conflicting..somehow, i thought WT*, life is short and i hate being this way, amidst the thunderous conversation, glad we are talking now.. :)
third, work has double~up, it will be a busy traveling schedule ahead, with the launching & all the publicity. this is my second month getting back to a full time employment. i felt the toll. however, if this meant for me, GOD, please grant me the strength to persevere. bless all my sacrifices please.
to my love ones, standby me always..<3
Monday, January 4, 2010,4:38 AM
to each his own
along my way, i have encountered with some people whom had left me with awful nightmares regretfully.
truly as once specified in the writings of my month of birth, i am a person that would give the best i can..am the sort that really cares (too much) for the people i got acquainted with. somehow, as we are only human, we are bound to forget the trust instilled between us. we tend to take each other for granted. being betrayed, slandered was part of the price that i had to pay for being so trusting & hoping..it can be so confusing. life goes on as it should but memories lingers..
however, as we move on through the bitter experiences, it will only make us a much better person eventually..
Sunday, January 3, 2010,7:17 AM
goodbye 2009..hello 2010
it is the time of the year,where we welcome the new year with new resolutions, in trying to fulfill our hopes, our dreams to whichever direction it may be. i have come thru a very long journey to be where i am today. the major part of the change in my life happens as from march 2008. i gambled with a decision of which i knew i will never turn back, for the sake of my kids, myself as to heal the grief inside us individually. As i knew recently from my children, grief means the missing block to complete the picture of a perfect family..(al-fatiha abarp). in life, we all endure the pain, anxieties that breaks the heart into pieces. time heals the broken heart, so it seems..however struggling through life, like a friend once told ,some days are diamonds..some days are stones...guess i have gathered more stones than diamonds. however, thanking ALLAH for all HIS blessings, closing of 2009, brings joy of my acceptance to a full time employment, which grants me further security in financing & health care for my love ones. last but not least, most wonderful of all, my sacrifices has been compensated with good pmr results from farrah, my youngest girl. here forward, in 2010 i pray to be given the strength to overcome every predicament, grant me the happiness that i deserve, make me a better forgiving person always..GODS' willing
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